I hadn’t dated anyone in a long time, I had some casual flings but nothing serious and I knew I had to get my head back in the game if I ever wanted a long and meaningful relationship.
Recently, I started dating again and after a few really bad dates, I met someone really special.
A guy who makes any ex I have look ugly in looks and in personality. This guy is perfect, he’s charming, funny, and, best of all, normal. He has his head screwed on, he is such a catch and I can’t understand how somebody hasn’t snapped him up before me.
We’ve only been together for a few months but we have spent 90% of all that time together. He has his quirks and I love them, but he is exactly what I’ve always been looking for. He is endearing and kind and we have so much in common I hate to say it, but I think he is the one.
I have a feeling he is going to be my husband and the father to my kids and I think it’s going to happen much sooner than I think. My friend jokingly called me a ‘bunny boiler’ but I don’t think so, I am just enamored by this man and everything he stands for. I Have No Idea If These Cravings For Him Are Normal?
I have no idea if this type of deep attraction is normal so early on in a relationship. I have been with a few guys and even my ex, who I was with for years I never really wanted his kids, but now I’m with this guy, it’s like a serious craving, it’s all I think about.
I’m so desperate for him to get me pregnant that it actually hurts how much my body is craving him.
Whenever I reach orgasm it’s because I’m thinking of him getting me pregnant, I can’t help myself. I have told him how much I want him but I don’t think he realizes how serious I am about it.
We Played A Game (It Pushed Me Over The Edge)
I hinted at him impregnating me as a fun bedroom game and we roleplayed it, he understood exactly what I wanted, he thought it was just a kink that I had but I loved it, and thinking of him pushing his seed into my womb was making me soaked.
I asked him to be gentle and loving and to hold my belly and tell me naughty things about how he is going to make me pregnant. He didn’t hesitate once, he did it, all, he held me and pushed so deep inside of me when he came.
The problem is, it has made my craving to actually have his kids so much worse. For days afterward it’s all I could think about, his hard cock sliding into my fertile wet pussy, throbbing inside of me until finally depositing his load deep into my body.
We had such ravenous and romantic sex that day that I was secretly hoping he had beaten my pill and gotten me pregnant. I’m desperate for him to breed me and every day we have sex to the idea of it, even if I don’t always say it out loud.
I’m Thinking Of Stopping Birth Control
I’m not sure if it’s just a craving or a kink, but I think I’m going to stop birth control to find out my actual feelings and desires for this man. Maybe reality will stop my incessant desire to be impregnated by my new boyfriend.
Coming off the pill might make my mind clearer and help me decipher what is actually going on and if I actually want to be pregnant. Although everything in my mind tells me that this is what I want stopping birth control isn’t going to change a thing. I Don’t Want To Trap Him, But I Need His Seed Inside me.
He is just perfect
We joked about how ceaseless I am at wanting his cum and I tell him when we’re having sex that I want him to leave his cock where it is and I beg him to finish in me. Sometimes he does, sometimes he doesn’t.
He only would do this when he knew I was on the pill, he even didn’t cum in me until he saw me take it, however now he never asks if I have taken it.
If I was to fall pregnant I don’t think it would be the worst thing in the world. Do you?
What do You Think I Should Do?
I want his kids.
I don’t want to scare him.
I don’t even want to rush.
It’s just my body will not let me stop, it’s all I can think about and all I want. My rational brain doesn’t want to rush, but I can’t quieten the other part of my brain and it’s starting to seriously win against my rational brain.
What shall I do? I am so horny and hungry for his cum!
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