So quite a few people have been asking me to write about my experience of how I was raped into pregnancy and my time in Africa, so here goes.
So back in 2014, I was medically discharged from the Navy after fracturing my sternum in a gym accident. However, as I served as a hospital corpsman in the Navy, I felt that I could put my skills into good use doing volunteer work overseas.
Two years later in 2016, age 24, I was in a car in South Sudan, with a 26-year-old New Zealand aid worker named Rose who herself was a RN and former medic in the New Zealand Army and Jonathan who was our local guide, interpreter and guard. By this time, Rose and I were already four weeks in country. We were on are way back to Juba after visiting an IDP camp and administering vaccines to the people there. Due to the fact South Sudan was in the midst of a civil war at the time and given that highway robberies and attacks against civilian vehicles were a high possibility, Jonathan had a folding-stock Chinese AK on the passenger seat and 9mm QSZ pistol for self-defense.
As we got to the city limits, we were stopped at a military checkpoint where they searched our vehicle. The soldiers checking our vehicle didn’t like the fact we had weapons onboard and despite Jonathan explaining to them that Rose and I were aid workers and that the guns were for self-defense, they still detained us.
Jonathan was taken to a military camp inside a few miles away for questioning while Rose and I were kept at the checkpoint with about a dozen government soldiers. After the two of us were questioned, Rose and I were separated with her being accompanied by four or six soldiers to one concrete building while I was taken by two soldiers to a wood & metal shed which had a desk, a couch and a single wooden column in the center. The soldiers then demanded that I strip down for “inspection” as one of the men called it. I argued with them that they already confiscated our weapons and that I had nothing else on me but I ended up agreeing to just comply and stripped down.
The two soldiers detaining me then started feeling me up, poking and fondling my breasts and even slipping their fingers into my pussy. I knew where this was going so and not being on the pill at the time, I didn’t want to get pregnant so I tried to go for my clothes and get dressed. However, when I did, I took a rifle but to the back, striking by shoulder blades. They then laid me down on the couch, one soldier pinned my hands down over my head while the other started undressing and getting between my legs. I tried kicking him away but he grabbed hold of my legs prying them open.
The soldier between my legs then fingered me a bit more, finding the exact opening to my pussy and fingering it. He then spat on his fingers and stuck them back inside me to lubricate me. I could faintly hear Rose screaming from the building just across the checkpoint as the soldiers invading my pussy twisted his fingers inside of me.
I then felt his fingers withdraw as he pressed his now hard and erect cock at the entrance of my vagina. I still tried to squirm a little but he then put my legs over his shoulders, grabbed my hips and in one hard thrust, shoved his cock into my still tight and mostly dry pussy, causing me to scream out in pain as tears and mascara ran down my face. As I was still dry, he had trouble pushing it in deeper so he spat on his fingers again, fingered me even more while his dick was inside of me and as I started getting wetter, albeit involuntarily, the thrusting of his cock inside of me started going a bit more smoothly. He started slow but then picked up speed, raping me as I laid there gasping for breath and still trying to break free from the guy who was both pinning me down and sucking on my breasts while I was being fucked.
A few minutes later, I could feel the soldier invading me picking up speed even faster, grabbing my breasts as he fucked me and his cock starting to pulsate. I begged him not to cum, offering to swallow it and suck him off instead but as I was begging, I could feel his cock pulsating inside of me, shooting his cum inside of me. After a while, the soldier then pulled out of me as cum dripped out of my vagina.
As I laid there gasping for breath, the soldier who raped me then took his turn holding down my hands, while the guy pinning me down, got between my legs next as he pushed his cock inside of me. The second soldier was more easily able to enter me as even though I was still tight down there, the cum from the first soldier made it easier for the second one to just slide right in. Without hesitation, the second soldier started fucking me, with his cock seemingly longer and jabbing at my cervix with each thrust. While he was raping me, he even bent over to grab and suck on my tits. This second soldier brought me to an involuntary orgasm as mentally I hated the fact, I was being raped but my body was responding with arousal.
After another ten minutes of fucking, the second soldier then picked up speed as I could feel his cock beginning to pulsate. With tears and dry mascara running down my face, I begged him to pull out but with a few more hard thrusts, he shot his cum inside of me as well.
After the second soldier pulled out, they used my hair to wipe their dicks clean as they got dressed.
The two of them then grabbed me, put me on my hands and knees and tied my hands to the column at the center of the shed. One of the soldiers then told me that they will go and rest for a while before “trying out your friend next”, referring to Rose, as they walked out. At that point, I couldn’t hear Rose screaming anymore but I could hear the soldiers talking amongst themselves outside.
I woke up maybe a few hours later after hearing someone opening the door and commotion coming from outside. It appeared to be dark outside as I was still tied to the post.
As the door opened, I could see the first soldier who raped me come in, carrying a G3 rifle.
He then closed the door behind him, dropped his rifle down onto the couch, pulled his pants down as he made get on my needs and pressing my face down on to the dirt below. He then took out his cock and pressed it against the opening of my vagina. I begged him to just let me rest, but instead, he took hold of my waist and pushed his cock inside of me.
The soldier started off at a slow pace then picked up speed gradually, pulling my hair with one hand and squeezing my ribs with the other as he fucked me. He then picked up speed as my pulled by head back even further, my back still sore from being struck with a rifle but and tears running down my face and before I could beg again for him to stop, he shot his cum inside of me for the third time that evening.
After he finished and caught his breath, he wiped the cum from his dick on my hair as he picked up the rifle on the couch. He then positioned the barrel of his gun at the entrance of my vagina as I felt the cold steel of barrel pressing up against my cum dripping pussy lips. He then shoved the cold steel barrel inside my cunt with the tip of the barrel pressing up against my cervix. I begged him to stop pushing it in as I was hella uncomfortable and wouldn’t go in any further.
He then ordered me to stay put as he opened the door and called some of the other soldiers to come inside. I didn’t look at them but I could hear the soldiers coming in laughing and talking amongst themselves at the sight of me naked, on my knees, face planted on the ground and a rifle jammed inside my vagina.
The next morning, two soldiers came in, untied me and ordered me to get dressed. As I exited the shed, I saw Rose there, dressed but visibly disheveled. We were then loaded onboard a pickup where we were dropped off outside a U.N. office.
Rose and I did report what happened to our supervisor and while he did lodge a complaint with the UNMISS (United Nations) and SPLA (South Sudanese military) leadership, nothing came out of it. Rose and I did receive counselling via Skype paid for by the organization we worked for and we planned to continue our work in the country. However, after Rose and I missed our periods, and our pregnancy tests came back positive, Rose decided to end her assignment early and head off back to New Zealand, while I chose to stay and complete my assignment. Rose and I after discussing our ordeal, both decided to keep our babies.
Nine months later in 2017, I was in at the delivery room of the Juba Training Hospital still in South Sudan, laying naked on the OB table, in labor, giving birth to my son. While the two of us (my son and I) were laying in bed at the maternity ward, my supervisor came to visit and we agreed that it’s best that I end my assignment early and return to the States. My supervisor was a super cool person, even putting my son and I up at a hotel as he also helped me with registering the birth of my son with the US embassy in Juba so my son can get US citizenship and a US passport to go back home to the States.
While what happened to Rose and I was bad, I don’t regret anything that happened as ultimately, I do believe I did help a lot of people with my volunteer work, I am grateful for all the awesome people I’ve met and am grateful for my son.
Note: Rose herself gave birth to a daughter in Auckland, New Zealand, just a couple of weeks before I gave birth to my son. Things worked out for the two of them as well.
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