Rosie – Losing my virginity

After my ‘Uncle and Aunt’ story and my ‘Pussy-shaving story’, I thought I should write how I lost my virginity. Loosing virginity is a big thing, no doubt. At the same time, I think, in our society too much stress is put on a girl being virgin till she gets married and the same is not expected of men. Okay, my story starts like this: After my sex lessons at my uncle and aunt, I started playing with my pussy during nights and put fingers inside and smell it. I was dying to have a hard dark penis in my hole and used to wonder how it would feel. Some of my friends told me that the first penetration would be painful. Even then, I wanted to have that experience. After I finished my MSC, I happened to attend a family wedding with my mother. It was a small town and the wedding was good, both the bride and groom were young and happy. Two days after the wedding, some of our relatives went for a side-trip. I also went with them, my mother did not come with us. In the group, there are total 6 people including me. After doing some site seeing in Kappad beach, we stayed in a small guesthouse. My two other cousins in their teens took one room, another married cousin sister and her daughter took another room. I ended up sharing a room with that cousin’s father who was around 50 at that time. Since I was only 24 and he was sort of father-like person, I was okay with the arrangement. Little did I know what was coming my way! Unfortunately, the two beds were joined and after I changed into my nightie (changed in the attached bathroom), I went to bed. My uncle then got up, went to bathroom, took a quick shower and came back in a white lungi. As we already ate our dinner, he asked me if I wanted to play some cards. I said okay and we played cards for 40 minutes. While playing, I was surprised to notice that he was staring at my breasts thro my nightie and was trying to touch my fingers while playing. I found this surprising and awkward. After that, I started yawning and we both agreed to go to bed. He wanted to tun off lights completely, but I kept a night bulb on. Then, I dropped into the bed, turned my face away from his side and tried to fall asleep. I noticed that he was tossing and turning. Finally, I fell asleep. This uncle of mine is around 6 foot tall, muscular and dark with deep voice. He used to teach literature in a university. In the middle of the night, I felt that somebody was hugging me tight from behind. I found out that my uncle was sleeping holding me tight from behind (like a spoon). I stirred and removed his hands. He moaned and turned away, but after 3 minutes, started the same, came very close to my neck and ear and this time, started pressing my breasts with one hand. I was startled and looked at him, but he seemed to be asleep. I sort of started enjoying a strong hand pressing my boobs and without knowing, I stated pushing my back towards him, allowing him to knead my boobs more. He started pinching them as well and I was getting hot. My buttocks were pressing his loin and to my surprise, I noticed a hard erection ! It reminded me of my night with the other uncle and aunt and my cunt statred getting wet and I was feeling restless. I touched his hand, removed it from my breast and placed it on my thigh. He pressed the thigh hard and then, moved it inner side. I started opening up my legs and turned over, with my face up this time.Then, he put his face over my breasts and moaning softly, started massaging my inner thighs, then the abdomen and finally on my vagina through my silk nighties. I started moaning and opening up more. As he was asleep, (at least I thought that), I was not ashamed. I lifted my butt and removed my panties. Now, my uncle started exploring my naked cunt through the silk lavendar coloured nighties. My virgin cunt hole was sticky. Then, all of a sudden. he lifted my nighties up and pressed my little cunt with his palm atleast 5/6 times. At that time, I realised he was awake, tried to push away his hand, but could not succeed fully. He started being aggressive in arousing me and second, even though one part of me was thinking it was wrong, the other part wanted “something” to happen that night. When his bare, rough fingers touched my naked cunt, it was like electric shock to me. I was shy, aroused and hungry for some food for my virgin cunt! Then, my uncle put his hands through the nighties on to my young breasts. Then, he removed his lungi and crawled over me and started kissing me everywhere, after lifting the nightie all the way up. His manhood was throbbing against my thighs. Then, he turned me over and started pressing my buttocks as well. I was in a different world by then. His sharp biting on my tender buttocks, made me awake. I said, “uncle, what is this? what are u doing, please stop. I am getting married next year. I do not want anything now.”… He said’shh’ and started licking my buttocks and my anus hole as well, while continuing pressing my boobs. My hunger for sex overpowered my resistance. Then, he turned me to the front and put his face between my legs and smelt my pussy, blew some air in that which drove me totally crazy. Then, he started putting his one finger and inserting and twisting it little by little. My cunt was juicy and slippery by that time and all of a sudden, he partted my legs wide and started pushing his hard 9 inch penis into my virgin hole. I freaked out looking at that size and it was very painful while he was trying to push it inside. I yelled at him to stop as it was painfull, he tried to push it anyway, but it stopped. His penis got soft and stopped penetrating (at that time, I did not know that a penis had to be hard to penetrate). He pulled it out and started licking my pussy till it got juicy and I got hot. Then, he shoved his penis into my mouth and because of my experience at my aunt’s I knew what to do. I also liked sucking penis, so I started caressing his soft peinis and started licking and sucking it. He was pressing my boobs and caressing my face and hair lovingly. Then, his cock became too big for my mouth, I pulled it out of my mouth. He went back to my pussy, parted my legs and then started inserting it. It was painful and burning, but I decided to endure it, anyway. He pushed it hard and it went till my hymen and stopped and I felt lots of pain. He ploughed it harder there, then his whole 9 inch penis went into my virgin cunt. He started ploughing slow first and I was begging him to do slow as it was still painful. After 5 strokes, he started ploughing hard and was going crazy. It was hot and burning first, but then, it felt like the hunger in my pussy needed food like that– painful, full and hard that was rocking bottoms of my womanhood that I never knew existed. Without knowing, I started enjoying the great pleasure in my pain and started feeling that I wanted more drilling and fucking! Oh, yes! I will never forget my first fuck of which I was scared a lot. That fear, that ecstasy, that pain, the warm air and sweat coming from heated bodies and private parts! Then, I started enjoying and he unloaded his semen inside my hot womb and took it out. When he took it out, I gave it a look, it looked smaller and limp and has some blood and white liquid. He took a towel from bathroom and wiped it and kissed on my forehead and asked me to wipe it as well. I was feeling too sticky with his stuff in there and my pussy was still burning. When I wiped it, there was some blood in there and I was scared. But I remebered hearing somewhere that when hymen is detached, bleeding occurs in some women when they lose their virginity. He also said,” I am such a lucky man to have deflowered a virgin like you. This is that virgin blood, please do not be afraid of bleeding and I got my vasectomy done twelve years back, so, there is no fear of pregnancy as well. But, please do not talk about it with anyone. It will not be good for either of us” I was too exhausted to think about anything at that minute and was still in flying mood of the pleasure that sex had given me. After that, I went to bathroom to wash and while I urinated, some more blood came out in drops and I was scared. I came back to him and told him that– he said because his penis is very big and as my cunt was virgin, the hymen got torn a lot and hence the bleeding. He got up, and placed two ice cubes on my cunt and wiped it with a small towel that and asked me to go to sleep. To my surprise, I slept so soundly and I could not get up till 9 Am in the morning. We both pretended that nothing happened and that since I attended the wedding, I needed some extra sleep. For all those imsomniacs, my advice is : have great sex! you would get good sleep!:) So, dear readers that is how I lost my virginity. I know it is not romantic, but it was hot. I will write more about my first night with my husband, sometime soon. Please do not judge me and brand me as unfaithful to my future husband. I am sure, things like this might have happened in the lives of many women and men. Not many people have guts to confess things like this. Hope you all would understand. Lovingly, Rosie.