My fiance and I are very strong Christians, but that doesn't mean we didn't get tempted or act upon it. He had been kissing me so well and made me feel like a princess for about 4 months that I couldn't help but get aroused. We had talked about sex for a while, but agreed that we would never ever ever make love until we got married. I wish we had never reneged on that promise.
Anyway, one night, we were at his house in the loungeroom (his parents were overseas) and we were just kissing lightly. Suddenly, he said, "I want to cook you dinner". So I agreed and he told me to go downstairs while he prepared the room. Anyway, I got back upstairs and he had soft instrumental music on the stereo and had candles all around the room... We had pasta with a red wine and pesto sauce (really nice). We had dinner just looking at each other (the air was thick with anticipation, all I wanted to do was kiss him passionately) and as we put the dishes in the dishwasher, we couldn't help but occasionally run our hands over each others shoulders and hips and kiss each others ears and mouths and necks and that space between each other shoulders.
After we went back in the lounge, he took me in his arms and held me as we danced slowly. Gently, he kissed my forehead, my nose, and finally my mouth until I made him kiss me deeper and deeper until we were both pressed up against each other and letting our tongues describe what we wanted.
He asked me, 'what do you want?' and, my heart pounding frantically, I said 'I want you so much'. I ran my hands across his back and down his side to his thighs and then took his hands in mine and placed them on my side so he was just touching my breasts. He whispered, 'are you sure?' and I said yes. Slowly, he ran his fingers lightly across my breasts and gradually applied more and more pressure. The feelings he was arousing in me were so intense. He said, 'You feel so good, I want to see you', so, kissing his lips, I said, can we go down to your bedroom?'. Gently, he lifted me up and carried me downstairs to his room and laid me on the bed. He rose up to meet my face and kissed me deeply while he placed his hands where they had been before. Gently, I kissed his mouth and slowly took off my top to reveal my breasts covered by a navy blue lace bra. I whispered, 'I am so small, I wish I had bigger breasts,', when he cut me off saying, 'Nic, I love you, the size of your breasts does not matter... He kept saying as I took my bra off, 'Nic, your breasts are beautiful, stop putting them down'... When I was naked from the top up he sucked his breath in and lightly fingered the nipple of each breast until they each puckered up. While he bent his head to lick each one, I lifted his shirt up and pulled it off. As his lips touched my nipples, I stiffened and realised how much I wanted him to make love to me. We couldn't stop kissing each other and saying 'I love you'.
He started to kiss down my stomach and my muscles kept twitching, so I gasped, 'stop, I want to touch you'... Obligingly we swapped positions so I was on top and I gently started to circle my tongue arouned his nipples and suck and he started to gasp and make tiny sounds of pleasure. I was just getting more and more aroused. I slowly moved down his body and dipped my tongue into his navel. I decided to move to the sides of his navel with my tongue and found the spot that I now know arouses him the most. He started to stiffen and groan more and I observed as his penis started to get firmer and more discernible under his jeans. He moaned, 'Nic, can I make love to you now?' I paused for a and then whispered 'yes'.
He moved on top of me and slowly started to unbutton my skirt. Every so often he would stop and kiss me or I would move his hands back to my breasts. He kept asking me if I was sure and I kept whispering yes, oh yes, I love you. Eventually my skirt was undone and I was left in just my matching lace panties. I said, 'darling, I want to undress you', so I moved on top of him, undid the top button of his jeans and started to kiss the top of his groin area, which made him stiffen even more. I gently pulled down the zipper and kissed down the hair line to where his briefs began. He kept moaning and as I ran my fingers across his penis (still covered by his briefs), he gasped and his penis started to stiffen further and swell and grow.
Once his jeans were down, I let him get on top of me again and he started to run his hands up and down my thighs, just touching the edge of my panties and just below my navel. He kissed me again and again and again and I couldn't stop sighing.
With a loving, gentle look, he whispered, 'Nic, are you completely sure?' I whispered back, 'Dane, I love you, I want to make love with you, do you?' 'Yes' and without another word he ran his hands over my pubis and kissed my navel. Slowly, he kissed down to my pubic area and then I lifted my hips so he could take my briefs off. Looking at me there, he sighed 'You are so beautiful, I want to be so gentle with you now'. He kissed my soft wet mound, and I was quaking, I felt so weak and my whole body was shaking.
I slowly ran my hands over his chest to his abdomen and further down til I reached the top of his briefs. I slowly raised myself up to kiss his stomach while pulling them down. I was so nervous, I had never seen one before and I didn't know what to expect. He moved back down so I was on top.
The minute I saw it, surprisingly, I loved it, I loved the feel of it. I ran my hands over it and couldn't believe how quickly it responded to my touch. I kissed the head of it and Dane had to push me away, saying, 'Nic, I can't control myself anymore, be careful.' I licked once more and he groaned in pleasure. 'Do you want me to stop?' I asked... 'No' he smiled, 'it's ok'.
Again, I let him take control. I knew the next few moments would be either shattering or incredible. I trusted Dane, I knew he loved me and the last thing he wanted to do was hurt me. I knew I didn't have a hymen, because of all the horseriding I used to do, but I also knew I was small and that (from what I had just seen), he was quite large and could cause some discomfort, so I readied myself and prepared for some pain.
Gently he sat in front of me, and placed his fingers at my lips. Bit by bit he entered me with them and each movement sent shudders through me, I could barely control any part of me anymore. When he reached my clitoris, I started to moan and all of a sudden, he moved once more and hit something that made me pant faster and faster and I felt like I was passing out. I couldn't stop these sensations and I was so wet.
When I recovered, I blushed and Dane held my face and said, 'Don't, you looked beautiful and so amazing, I love you'. Again, he slowly placed his fingers further in until he was in my vagina and moved them in and out. It was like nothing I had ever experienced. He was amazed at how open and wet I was now. He asked if I was ready and I said yes.
Positioning himself at the top of my lips, I sat up and wrapped my legs around him, gently easing himself into me. This time, as his penis hit the entrance of my vagina, I found myself stiffening up and yet I couldn't help but let him enter me, my body was just opening up more and more. As he entered me, I looked and saw him tense up and then start to moan. He kept saying 'Oh Nic, Oh Nic, Oh Nic' as he got further and further inside. I had to have him fully inside me now so I pushed up closer and closer to him and suddenly I knew exactly how to move my hips to give him the greatest pleasure. It was quite tight and a little uncomfortable, but due to my moistness and also probably because I had used tampons for abouts, it wasn't as bad as I expected.
We soon learnt how to match each others movements and rotations until we kept getting faster and faster. I was shocked when I noticed both our breathing getting faster and faster until I started to moan louder and louder and start to move my hips subconsciously, which caused me to tighten up and him to moan, 'Nic, I'm coming, you're so tight, oh...' and as I moaned with the most intense pleasure I have ever felt, he received his release and pumped himself inside of me as I tightened my legs around his waist further.
We gradually slowed down in our movements until we literally fell to the bed making little almost sob-like sounds during our recovery. He pulled me towards him and said, 'Nic, I am so glad I saved myself for you, I love you, thank you for sharing yourself with me'. I looked into his eyes and the love I saw shining out of them made me cry. 'I love you Dane, thank you for being so gentle.'
We both couldn't believe that we had actually given our virginity to each other, as we did not intend to do that that evening.
The next day we felt so guilty and bad and we were so tense and started the biggest fight we have ever had that we nearly broke up. Thankfully, we didn't and we realised that even so it was the most incredible, intense, loving feeling we had both ever experienced, it was better for us to wait until we got married. Amazingly, by God's grace I did not fall pregnant and now we are engaged and will be married next year (20xx). I am really glad we are waiting and I am looking forward to our wedding night, I know Dane loves me and that we will have the best night of our lives.
Anyway, one night, we were at his house in the loungeroom (his parents were overseas) and we were just kissing lightly. Suddenly, he said, "I want to cook you dinner". So I agreed and he told me to go downstairs while he prepared the room. Anyway, I got back upstairs and he had soft instrumental music on the stereo and had candles all around the room... We had pasta with a red wine and pesto sauce (really nice). We had dinner just looking at each other (the air was thick with anticipation, all I wanted to do was kiss him passionately) and as we put the dishes in the dishwasher, we couldn't help but occasionally run our hands over each others shoulders and hips and kiss each others ears and mouths and necks and that space between each other shoulders.
After we went back in the lounge, he took me in his arms and held me as we danced slowly. Gently, he kissed my forehead, my nose, and finally my mouth until I made him kiss me deeper and deeper until we were both pressed up against each other and letting our tongues describe what we wanted.
He asked me, 'what do you want?' and, my heart pounding frantically, I said 'I want you so much'. I ran my hands across his back and down his side to his thighs and then took his hands in mine and placed them on my side so he was just touching my breasts. He whispered, 'are you sure?' and I said yes. Slowly, he ran his fingers lightly across my breasts and gradually applied more and more pressure. The feelings he was arousing in me were so intense. He said, 'You feel so good, I want to see you', so, kissing his lips, I said, can we go down to your bedroom?'. Gently, he lifted me up and carried me downstairs to his room and laid me on the bed. He rose up to meet my face and kissed me deeply while he placed his hands where they had been before. Gently, I kissed his mouth and slowly took off my top to reveal my breasts covered by a navy blue lace bra. I whispered, 'I am so small, I wish I had bigger breasts,', when he cut me off saying, 'Nic, I love you, the size of your breasts does not matter... He kept saying as I took my bra off, 'Nic, your breasts are beautiful, stop putting them down'... When I was naked from the top up he sucked his breath in and lightly fingered the nipple of each breast until they each puckered up. While he bent his head to lick each one, I lifted his shirt up and pulled it off. As his lips touched my nipples, I stiffened and realised how much I wanted him to make love to me. We couldn't stop kissing each other and saying 'I love you'.
He started to kiss down my stomach and my muscles kept twitching, so I gasped, 'stop, I want to touch you'... Obligingly we swapped positions so I was on top and I gently started to circle my tongue arouned his nipples and suck and he started to gasp and make tiny sounds of pleasure. I was just getting more and more aroused. I slowly moved down his body and dipped my tongue into his navel. I decided to move to the sides of his navel with my tongue and found the spot that I now know arouses him the most. He started to stiffen and groan more and I observed as his penis started to get firmer and more discernible under his jeans. He moaned, 'Nic, can I make love to you now?' I paused for a and then whispered 'yes'.
He moved on top of me and slowly started to unbutton my skirt. Every so often he would stop and kiss me or I would move his hands back to my breasts. He kept asking me if I was sure and I kept whispering yes, oh yes, I love you. Eventually my skirt was undone and I was left in just my matching lace panties. I said, 'darling, I want to undress you', so I moved on top of him, undid the top button of his jeans and started to kiss the top of his groin area, which made him stiffen even more. I gently pulled down the zipper and kissed down the hair line to where his briefs began. He kept moaning and as I ran my fingers across his penis (still covered by his briefs), he gasped and his penis started to stiffen further and swell and grow.
Once his jeans were down, I let him get on top of me again and he started to run his hands up and down my thighs, just touching the edge of my panties and just below my navel. He kissed me again and again and again and I couldn't stop sighing.
With a loving, gentle look, he whispered, 'Nic, are you completely sure?' I whispered back, 'Dane, I love you, I want to make love with you, do you?' 'Yes' and without another word he ran his hands over my pubis and kissed my navel. Slowly, he kissed down to my pubic area and then I lifted my hips so he could take my briefs off. Looking at me there, he sighed 'You are so beautiful, I want to be so gentle with you now'. He kissed my soft wet mound, and I was quaking, I felt so weak and my whole body was shaking.
I slowly ran my hands over his chest to his abdomen and further down til I reached the top of his briefs. I slowly raised myself up to kiss his stomach while pulling them down. I was so nervous, I had never seen one before and I didn't know what to expect. He moved back down so I was on top.
The minute I saw it, surprisingly, I loved it, I loved the feel of it. I ran my hands over it and couldn't believe how quickly it responded to my touch. I kissed the head of it and Dane had to push me away, saying, 'Nic, I can't control myself anymore, be careful.' I licked once more and he groaned in pleasure. 'Do you want me to stop?' I asked... 'No' he smiled, 'it's ok'.
Again, I let him take control. I knew the next few moments would be either shattering or incredible. I trusted Dane, I knew he loved me and the last thing he wanted to do was hurt me. I knew I didn't have a hymen, because of all the horseriding I used to do, but I also knew I was small and that (from what I had just seen), he was quite large and could cause some discomfort, so I readied myself and prepared for some pain.
Gently he sat in front of me, and placed his fingers at my lips. Bit by bit he entered me with them and each movement sent shudders through me, I could barely control any part of me anymore. When he reached my clitoris, I started to moan and all of a sudden, he moved once more and hit something that made me pant faster and faster and I felt like I was passing out. I couldn't stop these sensations and I was so wet.
When I recovered, I blushed and Dane held my face and said, 'Don't, you looked beautiful and so amazing, I love you'. Again, he slowly placed his fingers further in until he was in my vagina and moved them in and out. It was like nothing I had ever experienced. He was amazed at how open and wet I was now. He asked if I was ready and I said yes.
Positioning himself at the top of my lips, I sat up and wrapped my legs around him, gently easing himself into me. This time, as his penis hit the entrance of my vagina, I found myself stiffening up and yet I couldn't help but let him enter me, my body was just opening up more and more. As he entered me, I looked and saw him tense up and then start to moan. He kept saying 'Oh Nic, Oh Nic, Oh Nic' as he got further and further inside. I had to have him fully inside me now so I pushed up closer and closer to him and suddenly I knew exactly how to move my hips to give him the greatest pleasure. It was quite tight and a little uncomfortable, but due to my moistness and also probably because I had used tampons for abouts, it wasn't as bad as I expected.
We soon learnt how to match each others movements and rotations until we kept getting faster and faster. I was shocked when I noticed both our breathing getting faster and faster until I started to moan louder and louder and start to move my hips subconsciously, which caused me to tighten up and him to moan, 'Nic, I'm coming, you're so tight, oh...' and as I moaned with the most intense pleasure I have ever felt, he received his release and pumped himself inside of me as I tightened my legs around his waist further.
We gradually slowed down in our movements until we literally fell to the bed making little almost sob-like sounds during our recovery. He pulled me towards him and said, 'Nic, I am so glad I saved myself for you, I love you, thank you for sharing yourself with me'. I looked into his eyes and the love I saw shining out of them made me cry. 'I love you Dane, thank you for being so gentle.'
We both couldn't believe that we had actually given our virginity to each other, as we did not intend to do that that evening.
The next day we felt so guilty and bad and we were so tense and started the biggest fight we have ever had that we nearly broke up. Thankfully, we didn't and we realised that even so it was the most incredible, intense, loving feeling we had both ever experienced, it was better for us to wait until we got married. Amazingly, by God's grace I did not fall pregnant and now we are engaged and will be married next year (20xx). I am really glad we are waiting and I am looking forward to our wedding night, I know Dane loves me and that we will have the best night of our lives.
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